That is, I think it's not too bad...

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This week has been a complete, torrential mess. It's amazing how much can happen in the span of what, five days? It's not been all that bad, but my patience and perhaps my endurance are shrinking by the second. Really, though, how long will it be before I actually get somewhere on this story? I can't contact any real people in time for the deadline, and since I can't do phone interviews, I'm pretty much out of luck, as far as that goes. Also, I've just met all these awesome people in BAMMA, and I've gotten to know them pretty well. At this point, we've been through a lot. Still, I can't help but think that I've been kind of shunned by the majority of the group. Again, it's just me being good old, paranoid Joel. I really dig these people, and I'm pretty sure that all my insecurities are unfounded. And guys, if you're reading this right now, stay sassy! It's real important to me that nobody doesn't like me if they know me. Which is probably why I've gone on ranting about my possibly hormonally-fueled paranoia. Happens regularly.
Right now, every thing's a storm in my head. I don't miss home, yet there is a person back home that I miss so, so much. Then there's this story, due in 24 hours, that I have yet to start collecting any solid information about. And all the people that I've seen this week, they're all running through my head, every face, every expression, and I can't help but feel sorry for myself, as kind of a self-righteous Prometheus strung up to a rock on my mountainous ego as the giant canary picks through my gall bladder. Even so, rocks are space, and space must be an illusion, as I've none in my head for anything else. Yet still, I persist in torturing myself like an idiot. I need to get over me, and get focused on the task at hand. It's time to write, people. Git-er-dun. Quit singing "Santeria"

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